I've been trying
To find somewhere
Where I can't remember
All the things we shared

And I've been fighting
The urge to call you
And tell you how much I wish you'd had stayed

I miss the shape of your face
I miss the way you said my name
I miss the color of your eyes
I can't see a thing

I miss the warmth of your skin
I miss the way you pulled me in
I miss your hands in the cold
I thought we would grow old together

Can I go back?
Can I go back?
Can I go back?

'Cause again
I'm fighting the urge to cry on your feet
To put our songs on repeat
To turn on the TV
To put your favorite movie

And there again I'm crying
In the middle of the night
I'm dying to put up another fight
To text you and tell you I can't stop
Seeing you in every little thing I do

'Cause you were the one I ran to
But now you are
Leaving
And I know
It's my fault

It's the hole I'm living
The tears I'm spilling
The cracks I'm giving to you
I'll try my best to make it up
I'll try to fix myself

I just wanna hear your voice again
In the corner of the room
I hope you know
I would rip my heart out
For you
For you